Well to be honest Salma maybe you fall off the wagon too many times but i like your attitude that" your not giving up" DONT!! Everybody is fed up and they feel the same about the weather. Get rid of that devil, hes visiting too much! Just be very carefull tomorrow what you eat to make up a little about the otherstuff.
The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat are really good friends